Not Ready for Changes

In 7 days from today, my baby turns 5 AND starts his first day of Kindergarten. Mentally, I am not ready for either of those things to happen, but to have both happen in one day is enough to make me go crazy! It seems like just yesterday that my little man was born. :(

It might not be so bad if he wasn't going to all day Kindergarten.  I'm so used to him being at home with me all day, and now it's going to be a huge change that he won't be here.  He did tell me that he will go to school on the first day and then he's not going back again, so I shouldn't worry about missing him because he'll be home with me.  He's so funny! It's going to take us both some time to get used to the new changes. I'm sure I will be very happy after some time to have 6 hours to do what I want to do, get work done, clean my house, etc. He will make friends and will have fun at school, so he will be more willing to actually go to school every day (I hope!)  It will be great to pick him up from school ever day and see the smile on his face and give him a big hug!

I know I am going to miss him, but I can't keep him from growing up! Luckily, on his first day of school, I get to go with him and he only has to go an hour and a half, so we can spend the day celebrating his birthday!  It won't be such a bad day, but I am still dreading it!